Hunger

Bismillah Al Rahman Al Rahim,

Hunger, bukan lapar nak makan tidak. Tu pegi dapur masak sendiri boleh. I hunger for something fresh. Something new. I want to learn something that can make myself a better person. Better in the sense of additional talent or experience. I would really love to start on painting. But the equipment semua tu, I'm sure it'll cost me a bomb. Then I turn to guitar. I'm such a DODO when it comes to it. Sumpah tatau nape bangang sangat. I can't seem to learn anything by myself! I have no talent at all! semua benda pun kena someone ajar. Hopeless betul. That of course will cost me a bomb too :'( 

Picked up tennis but then, RM60 perhour coaching at KLGCC -.-" tak mampulah

Talking about cost and expenses, I'm unhappy to report that I'm officially broke. You see, money and I, we don't have good relationship. We tend to go our own separate ways especially when I exchange it for something else. This problem leads me to a solution. GET A FREAKING JOB! Malasla nak kerja. Everything seems to be so unsure, vague, ambiguous. I can't decide now. 

New addition to my watch family ;-)

Honestly, I don't really have any concern on this but oh my, my parents can really be such a pusher!! tak habis-habis bising suruh cari kerja and I'm running out of excuses not to find one. YET. Resume pun tak tulis lagi. Only God knows when will I start. At times like this, I wish I have a twin brother. Nak buat pape pun boleh discuss sesama sendiri. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mmg sah dah gila ni. kbye.