During Lectures

During lectures,

Some do this,

sleep

Some do this,

camwhore :D

When lecturer ask us questions. We'll go "........ hmmmmmmmm....... ehek~" obviously we would be super cluelessn but not for this one dude. He can answer the lecturer without fail even though he plays PSP in class. Is it talent or just geek? You tell me

NOBODY CAN BEAT THIS

PSPing :s

I wish I can be a lil bit like him. DAMMIT!

Fling

Fling

How do you get over someone that you love but hurt you at the same time?

FLING

Who wants to be my fling?

Miracle

MIRACLE

Sometimes I just feel like running away, so far away, feel the beats of my heart goes on. Finally, I stop. I tell myself. Things will get better, through what ever it is. Even if I fall. I'll dust it off and walk again. I will create my own miracle. Although my mind keeps thinking that I had enough, my heart will keep telling me to not give up. So I won't be a prisoner to my mind. Let my heart be the guide. Do the right thing. Light will be up the dark and all will get better.

"Know that you can be your own miracle"

BIG BANG

BIG BANG

Lady: Hye, is this Aiman Ariffin?
Me: Yes, speaking.
Lady: Morning, I'm Josephine from University of Queensland(UQ) center. Are you awake?
Me: Morning too, hey Josephine. Well, I was about to get there hehe.
Josephine: Hehe, okay I have good news and bad news for you. Which one you would want to hear first?
Me: What? there's bad news? why can't there be good news only? ..... dammit. Okay, let me hear the bad news first.
Josephine: The bad news is, there is no bad news, haha. Just to scare you so you'll awke up.
Me: WHAT?! Okayyyyyyyy that's not funny Josephine. I was about to have a mild heart attack.
Josephine: haha so the good news is, UQ offer you an unconditional offer to study at their business school, St.Lucia Australia in Bachelor of Commerce(Accountancy & Finance) if you agree and make the payment
Me: SERIOUSLY?! YAY!! Thank you so much! you have no idea how thrilled I am now!
Josephine: haha, congratulation. You'll receive an email in a few more minutes. So I'll let you go telling your parents on this good news.
Me: Thank you so much! bye!

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ALHAMDULILLAH. Finally, after all the hard work. Seriously, it's all paid off now. I feel so relieved. I'm happy, overwhelmed, excited, sad, touched, all emotions at the same time. But most importantly, I think I managed to make my parents proud and happy with me. :D

After telling my family, I went on to convey this to my bestest friend Hanis Sabira. Now I can plan on visiting her at New Zealand. God I can't wait!! also Dipica + Kelly, now i can talk about accomodation! haha :DD

I'm gonna do Sembahyang Kesyukuran tonight, to thank Allah S.W.T for this good news.

Stagnant

Stagnant


59 - - -> 60 - - -> 61 - - -> 62 - - -> 62 .........


As you can see, my growth is on hold. My body is at its constant weight which is 62 kg. Good achievement :) but now I need to focus more on working out. No more lazing around doing light machines. I'll try.




need more

Study life? same o same o. Been extra busy preparing myself for final examination which will start on the 10th of November. So that would be,..... approximately less than 3 weeks. 3 weeks to cover 4 subjects, in other words 3 weeks to start memorizing the textbooks. Absorb as much as I can then vomit everything out during the BIG DAY :D




Billy + Me

Offer letter? Nope. I'm still waiting for the offer letter from Queensland. I can't sleep day and night worrying about this. I won't rest in peace until I receive the letter. So hurry up Queensland. Reply me already please :(




bosan menunggu :s

Social life? Not too bad. Went karoeke for 5 hours recently. Woohoo~ without having any interruption from anyone or anything! I even got lucky by getting their notepad for free. Oh right, I went for a day trip to Melaka with Josh + Kelly + Dipica. We kinda spent most of the time at Jonker Walk and Dipicas crib. I strongly recommend that you go to Jonker Walk at night. Those people missing a hell lot if they don;t go. Shopping paradise.




Dip + Me + Kelly at Nishrint's crib

Dance? Even better. Luciano talk and notice us already. He even invited us to his party at Bangsar :) Also, I can say that we've adapted ourselves with the dance moves as we catch up memorizing the steps faster than before. (***** I give 5 stars here)

Although all these events evolves around me, I still feel that I need more. I think that I should more beneficial activities which can boost myself mentally and physically as well. Yoga perhaps? mandarin classes? Vocal classes? Anyone interested?

62

62

62 kg, not a bad right? yeah but my aim is 65 kg. Unfortunately, I'm out of shape still. Now I'm not alone, I have Mr.Belly tagging along with me everywhere I go. Now my friends wants me to slow down on eating. :S

I give up.

World of Art

WORLD OF ART

I hate attending functions. Especially when I have to follow my parents alone, without having any of my siblings behind my back. Why?

1. Most of the time their busy talking to their friends, bunch of corporate people.
2. Inferior Complex. I can't help myself from feeling this way. Watching successful business people greeting each other, talking about economic conditions, using sophisticated jargon. If it is an old people talk I still can handle it but they are not just random old people. Well, besides being old, they are very very educated at the same time each plays a major role in Malaysia's economic. It's the last place that I want to be.
3. A puppet. Actually, I know why my parent loves to bring me around meeting their friends. Somehow I feel like I'm a trophy rather than their child.

Nur Azlina Binti Zulkafli

But not today. I met a very wonderful woman. Her name is Nur Azlina Binti Zulkafli. A name that I didn't expect to hear from her since she doesn't look Malay at all. To be honest, she were the most attractive lady there, after my mom of course lol. All I know about her background is that her father is mat salleh. Actually, she started talking to my mom first then I sebok masuk since sadly I didn't manage to get along with her husband very well. It stopped right after he told me that his son is taking up Philosophy at Melbourne University(maybe he was embarrassed about it? Can't blame him. You know how we Malaysians never look up and learn to appreciate Art & Literature)

Dancing Mermaid In The Blue Ocean

The whole conversation rocked on when she mentioned "badminton" and then it went on to her sons after that she started talking about art. I remember her telling me about abstract art and how she made shape of a mermaid out of clay and write a story out of it while colouring. Following after that, we talked about singing and composing songs. Apparently she created a song and gave me the link to check it out on youtube. Not bad, in fact pretty good. I requested for the lyrics. Then she said something that I find it soo humorous "I know you can sing, with that tone of voice and slang. You should try" of course I'm not buying it. The only place that I can sing my lungs out is in da toilet while showering. We had so much things to talk but it had to end, so we exchanged emails cause she wanted to show me her paintings.

Searching For Mermaid

Now, I;m back at home looking at her name card. Googled her name. Found out that shes one of the famous abstract art painter in Malaysia. It didn't click my mind when she mentioned abstract art earlier cause I actually did a research on it before back in KTJ and even wrote an essay on it. My all time favourite abstract painter used to be Jackson Pollock until Lina took over the place :) I went to the National Art Museum before you know. To see how Malaysian appreciate art. I think it's safe for me to say that we're clearly not on that level yet. To actually understand, feel, appreciate art. If you notice, other countries take a good care of their Art museums and they would berebut to be the curator.

Anyhow, I'm glad that I went for the function. I met such a wonderful person which she successfully opens up my heart of interest on the world of art again. I used to think that art people are tooo pretentious, but again maybe I'm being toooo steroetype there?

For more, google up "16 talented artists essay their thoughts through paintings and sculptures"