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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Gotta Go



I got to say it’s in my mind. Something about how I feel about my friends. Somehow it doesn’t seem right these days. I used to believe in my friends, used to think they are the closest thing that I have but now, it’s different. It’s hard to say. Maybe I can’t stop getting my hopes up and watch them fall every time. Another colour turns to grey.

I feel that I’m fading away. I feel that I don’t belong with the KTJians or some of the DJians anymore. I feel that I seriously have to move on and be myself again. Maybe I want to fade away.

I dare take the chances, the risk that we might not see each other ever again but it’s ok because we might find our place in this world someday.

3 comments:

FaJiL said...

dude i just found ur blog =)

chillax man, you dont have to feel that you need to "fit in". sure, you probably feel awkward around old friends, thats perfectly normal coz u havent met them for a long time. but then you dont have to be all pretentious and be someone ur not, just keep friends that you are comfortable with ey.

on that note, i hope that i too am kept ;-)

Hedaya Ibrahim said...

aima.
we're strong people.

axa*baixura said...

sometimes i feel the same way too
mebe that's why i've been quiet
but i guess in the end...
u just have to be positive =]
and just do wtv that makes u happy ! yeap u go man!