Tuesday, July 28, 2009



When there is a problem between friends, we talked about it cause most issues arises from lack of communication which could lead to misunderstanding and misinterpretation. Sometimes, more talk results in further complication version of the problem, it's just the same as when a virus gets immune to it's cure.

Let's say I happen to be the unlucky person that has to through that phase of life. But this virus didn't stop there, Oh no, it didn't want to let me go so easily. It wants to hit me so hard till I'm down on my knees begging for mercy. So this virus spread into backstabbing, untrue stories and involvement of a 3rd party. Ugly right? I know. When you're in anger, you tend to say things that you didn't mean to say right? As an example, earlier today at the pump station, this cashier didn't want to accept my money because it's wet. WTF right?! I got angry and snapped at him and went off. I regretted and embarrassed with my reaction to it. I felt so badddd. I went back to him and said sorry. shrugsss. Hopefully he'll forgive me! So anyways, I tried to save this so called friendship but I failed. Probably I didn't try hard enough but there is no degree of how hard or how easy you try right? I mean, there is no degree to a severity when somebody cheats on her/his partner right? light or heavy it is still considered as cheating.

I have to admit, I am pretty bumped by the fact that I lost the battle. It didn't even let me have a good closure. I'm not gonna point fingers. I'm not gonna argue. I wish I can say this but I only said "remember", couldn't finish saying it cause too malas to drown myself. So I'm taking this chance to finish what I wanted to say.............................


Not to remember me. I mean, of course I'll get hurt if I see you around and you didn't even smile because you've forgotten me. "ouch!!" but I don't really mind that.

I might be all vivid and tainted in your eyes or maybe I'm just a dream or two by now. You said you can replace me easily. So I guess you'll be okay without me then.

All I'm hoping for is that you will remember the lessons that you had obtained through the whole period of our friendship. Use it wisely and hopefully it'll be a good use in your life :)

I forgive you for being cold and all that and I hope you'll forgive me too for all my mistakes. But if you don't want to it's okay. One day, I hope you will.

- remember -


CarynBear said...

once again aiman, i find it relatable.
yes aiman .. i too, will remember .. =)

Aiman Ariffin said...

lol, good that u know that hun.
dear, sometimes i can be wrong u know