"Man, Daddy baru lepas solat Maghrib with mom. Daddy just finished reading your sms. Do not worry so much on yday's exam. No matter how difficult d exam, daddy is v proud of ur determination & dedication in ur study 2 prep 4 ur exam. InsyaAllah, Allah SWT lagi bijaksana, pengasih & penyayang kepada umat2nya yg sentiasa berdoa kpd NYA. Take it as a challenge 4 u 2 continue 2 study. Daddy always hv fullest confidence in you. Kami disini sentiasa berdoa untuk kejayaan maman di sana. Just continue to study and prep for next paper."
I teared after reading this text message from my Dad. I must be that pathetic until he had to send this text message to his son. It hurts when I try so hard to make my parents proud but its never enough. It'll never be enough. How long do I have to push my way through? How far do I have to drag myself? When it'll be my turn to do something for myself for a change? Something that I want. Something that I desire. Something that I need. Something that I hunger for.
Winter 2010 London, United Kingdom. |
Andai ini yang DIA mahukan untuk aku. Aku redha dengan jalan diberikan olehMU Ya Allah
16 comments:
Ohh how sweet :')
eyh ur family called u maman?
wau
great daddy...
mase tgk result td i ok lagi..my tears flowed fast eventually when reading this.....when it comes to moms n dad.....i felt so useless.....i wanna give the best to them....but i never achieve it....i slalu trtanye2 nape i x pndai mcm adik bradik...nape i slalu ganjill trcicir dan selalu kecewakan parents i....bile org ckp dlm setandan pisang mesti ade satu yg hitammm....i kecewa nape i yang hitam tuhh....but i never give up...ikutkan i dah x kuat dah nk hadap sume nih...i rse x mampu....i da x sgup nk tgk parents i kecewa tiap kali i exam...be strong ok...kalo i boley...u mesti lagi boleyy....da pnjang usia pun general still hensemmm ekk...hehehe
well keep a big spirit always! :)
ur daddy sangat sweeettt ;'') do ur best Aiman! Good luck! make ur daddy proud. I know u can do it, we all know! just dont be like me...Fathers day pun boleh lupa and i tak wish! hahahha...anak yang jahat kan.
Kuncup: lol amazingly he was
Renji: yeeee they call me Maman. haha nape?
Nirfizrin: he is :) Glad that I have him as my dad
Kuduk: I paham je. Sama la kita. :(
Arisha: I'll try! thanx :D
Namee: I'll try my best Namee :( I'll try. I will always give my best. Thanx Namee :)
bgus daddy kamu
Yana: He is :)
erk,,maman?
hu, kenapa maman? r u 0k there?
s0ri, mutiara baru perasan entri yang ini,,
0k x? exam ritu ape citer?hu,,
jum, kita sama2 s0|at dhuha,,nama kamu aiman ariffin kan?0k, u r aredi in my prayer,,
Mutiara: ha'ah family panggil Maman :)
susah sangat2 exam hari tu Mutiara :( kecewa amat :(
Please. I can only hope for HIM to help me right now. Nothing else I can do haih
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