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Thursday, June 16, 2011

Text Message from Daddy

"Man, Daddy baru lepas solat Maghrib with mom. Daddy just finished reading your sms. Do not worry so much on yday's exam. No matter how difficult d exam, daddy is v proud of ur determination & dedication in ur study 2 prep 4 ur exam. InsyaAllah, Allah SWT lagi bijaksana, pengasih & penyayang kepada umat2nya yg sentiasa berdoa kpd NYA. Take it as a challenge 4 u 2 continue 2 study. Daddy always hv fullest confidence in you. Kami disini sentiasa berdoa untuk kejayaan maman di sana. Just continue to study and prep for next paper."

I teared after reading this text message from my Dad. I must be that pathetic until he had to send this text message to his son. It hurts when I try so hard to make my parents proud but its never enough. It'll never be enough. How long do I have to push my way through? How far do I have to drag myself? When it'll be my turn to do something for myself for a change? Something that I want. Something that I desire. Something that I need. Something that I hunger for. 

Winter 2010 London, United Kingdom.

Andai ini yang DIA mahukan untuk aku. Aku redha dengan jalan diberikan olehMU Ya Allah


16 comments:

Kuncup Here said...

Ohh how sweet :')

renjizakura said...

eyh ur family called u maman?
wau

nurfizrin piyin said...

great daddy...

chekuduks bacee said...

mase tgk result td i ok lagi..my tears flowed fast eventually when reading this.....when it comes to moms n dad.....i felt so useless.....i wanna give the best to them....but i never achieve it....i slalu trtanye2 nape i x pndai mcm adik bradik...nape i slalu ganjill trcicir dan selalu kecewakan parents i....bile org ckp dlm setandan pisang mesti ade satu yg hitammm....i kecewa nape i yang hitam tuhh....but i never give up...ikutkan i dah x kuat dah nk hadap sume nih...i rse x mampu....i da x sgup nk tgk parents i kecewa tiap kali i exam...be strong ok...kalo i boley...u mesti lagi boleyy....da pnjang usia pun general still hensemmm ekk...hehehe

Rtp Farra Arisha said...

well keep a big spirit always! :)

Namee Roslan said...

ur daddy sangat sweeettt ;'') do ur best Aiman! Good luck! make ur daddy proud. I know u can do it, we all know! just dont be like me...Fathers day pun boleh lupa and i tak wish! hahahha...anak yang jahat kan.

Aiman Ariffin said...

Kuncup: lol amazingly he was

Aiman Ariffin said...

Renji: yeeee they call me Maman. haha nape?

Aiman Ariffin said...

Nirfizrin: he is :) Glad that I have him as my dad

Aiman Ariffin said...

Kuduk: I paham je. Sama la kita. :(

Aiman Ariffin said...

Arisha: I'll try! thanx :D

Aiman Ariffin said...

Namee: I'll try my best Namee :( I'll try. I will always give my best. Thanx Namee :)

liyana said...

bgus daddy kamu

Aiman Ariffin said...

Yana: He is :)

Mutiara Bernilai said...

erk,,maman?

hu, kenapa maman? r u 0k there?
s0ri, mutiara baru perasan entri yang ini,,

0k x? exam ritu ape citer?hu,,

jum, kita sama2 s0|at dhuha,,nama kamu aiman ariffin kan?0k, u r aredi in my prayer,,

Aiman Ariffin said...

Mutiara: ha'ah family panggil Maman :)

susah sangat2 exam hari tu Mutiara :( kecewa amat :(

Please. I can only hope for HIM to help me right now. Nothing else I can do haih