Sunday, November 6, 2011

Mahu Kembali Bersinar

Bismillah Al Rahman Al Rahim,

Since I've been exploring London, there are so many things to write on but the existence of this blog is to empty my mind and fill in my heart. Since my heart demand for attention at the moment, so I'm planning to keep those exciting adventure aside for some other day. Hari ni aku nak melayan hati dan perasaan aku. Biarlah apa orang nak kata. Biarlah orang jemu membaca. Biarlah aku seorang sahaja melepas rasa.

I wonder why is it so hard for me to let go of the past and embrace the future. Bukan tentang rindu. Bukan tentang benci. It's more on hurt actually. Maybe I am addicted to pain and suffering. I long for it because it keeps me away from people. Maybe I am born to handle alone more than I think I can.

I'm tired of this country. Tired of its cold gloomy dark days and nights. I want to shine by the bright sun light again. 


Syazwan Che Deraman said...

kat Malaysia ni monsoon dah masuk.
langit tak selalunya cerah.selalu hujan.
have a good day bro.

Aiman Ariffin said...

Syazwan: oh really. GOod to know

Malaysia's weather seems to be perfectly the same as life. Not always bright not always rain.

Stacy Hanza said...

kalo tengok pic-pic dbelog nampak macam modelling or pramugara.nice one bro!

t a u f i k said...

I am super green with envy. Wish i could be there one day in the future. anyway, aiman you have been tagged by me. can't wait to read yours. refer to this:

Mutiara Bernilai said...

why aiman?
U alwiz have me if u need someone to share and listen..

nway, awiz pray that u will be shining to the top.. :)

liyana said...

bersabar yer..sabar itu indah..=)

Aiman Ariffin said...

Stacy: mcm je bukan betul lol thanx anyway :-)

Aiman Ariffin said...

Taufik: oh really? im so sorry. dah lama tak update my blog. will check it out soon :-)

Aiman Ariffin said...

Mutiara: my gosh! when was the last time we spoke?

I wish I could but you've been awfully quiet nowadays. I hope you are doing fine over there

Aiman Ariffin said...

Liyana: InsyaAllah. Will try my best. Thank you :-)