Everybody has their own problems to deal with in life. [FYI life is not that perfect you know] Each crisis has its own uniqueness dramatic level of tension and it depends on how you handle it really. Most people won’t understand how you suffer or what you feel about your problems. No one knows better except for you yourself.
You see, I find it amusing when someone can easily utter the word “suicide” to me. I wonder, is it that simple to kill yourself? Do you know that it is forbidden (haram) to do that in Islam? Do you actually think that taking own life would solve the problem? You're just running away from it. If you kill yourself, what about those people who cares about you? Have you ever thought of that? I guess not.
I think that some people misuse suicide terribly. It’s not funny you know.
There are so many other ways that you could deal with your emotions. Go for a walk. Listen to songs. Shout as loud as you want. Run as far as your leg can take you. Throw stuff as many as you can. Drink as much as you want (although I don’t recommend). Go see counselor. Read books on ways to handle depression. Talk to your bestest friend or talk to any random people. So what? As long as you get it out from your chest!
Done that already? Not working? Why don’t you turn to God as for a change? Take air sembahyang, it helps to tenangkan diri. Read Al-Quran. Pray. INSYAALLAH HE will help.
It's never too late
If it still wont help, then I don’t blame you if you still go for it.
I believe that whatever you go through in life; suicidal should not be an option and will never be. So think before you act. Please. . . . . . . . .
Do remember that life is never perfect, but try to make it as perfect as you can. Try your best.